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Helin \u00dcM\u0130T<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n \n Ey T\u00fcrkiye, sana d\u00f6nece\u011fim ve sen beni d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ferek g\u00f6receksin \u00d6nder APO Fiziki Ayr\u0131l\u0131klar Da Zor! Bir g\u00fcn \u2018gidiyorsun\u2019 dedi. \u2018ne yapacaks\u0131n bundan sonra, nas\u0131l y\u00fcr\u00fcyeceksin\u2019. Kad\u0131n \u2018hep sizinle\u2019 dedi. \u2018ayr\u0131l\u0131klarda da sizinle ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m \u0131\u015f\u0131k olacak, umut olacak\u2019 \u2018tutunaca\u011f\u0131m, \u00f6\u011frendiklerimi b\u00fcy\u00fcterek sizinle ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u2019. Sustu. Uzaklara bakt\u0131. \u00d6nder APO \u2018ama fiziki ayr\u0131l\u0131klar da zor de\u011fil mi?\u2019 diyerek sorusunda cevab\u0131n\u0131 da gizleyerek s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc diyalogunu. Kad\u0131n o an \u00f6fkelendi kendine. Ne diye hayk\u0131rmad\u0131 ki \u2018\u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc senin yan\u0131nda ge\u00e7irmek i\u00e7in nelerimi vermezdim ki\u2019 diye. Daha ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk an\u0131nda boynuna sar\u0131l\u0131p b\u0131rakmak istemedi. Ama s\u00f6z vermi\u015fti. S\u00f6z m\u00fccadele ve ba\u015far\u0131 \u00fczerineydi. Bu konuda hi\u00e7bir ad\u0131m atmadan ne diyebilirdi ki? Bu \u00e7ocuk\u00e7a bir \u015fey olurdu. \u00d6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Uluslararas\u0131 komplonun tuzaklar\u0131n\u0131 kurdu\u011fu o d\u00f6nemde, i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7mesine ra\u011fmen 9 Ekim sabah\u0131 \u2018ba\u015fkan\u0131m ben de geleyim\u2019 diyemedi. Bilemedi. \u015eimdi da\u011f ba\u015flar\u0131nda onun \u00f6zlemini ya\u015farken tek avuntusu \u2018k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k \u00f6zlemim\u2019 dedi\u011fi da\u011flarda olmak. Binlerce yolda\u015f\u0131 gibi fiziki ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131y\u0131 bal eylemeye, yani bir \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck duru\u015funa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken yaras\u0131n\u0131 kanatarak ya\u015f\u0131yor. Bu komployu unutmak kendine ihanet etmekle \u00f6zde\u015f. \u00d6zlemle B\u00fcy\u00fcmek.. Uluslararas\u0131 komplonun ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmesinin \u00fczerinden y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti. O zaman do\u011fan \u00e7ocuklar \u015fimdi da\u011f yollar\u0131n\u0131 tuttular. Anneleri bile anlamad\u0131. Amed belediyesinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc anneler. \u00d6nder APO \u2018benim arkada\u015flar\u0131m onlar\u2019 dedi. Bu \u00e7ocuklar 16 y\u0131ld\u0131r \u00f6zleyerek b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcler. Her ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa iyi geldi\u011fi s\u00f6ylenen zaman bu ayr\u0131l\u0131kta beklenen sonu\u00e7lar\u0131 vermedi. Hani zaman yaralar\u0131 sarar, unutturur derler ya bu sefer \u00f6yle olmad\u0131. Demek ki bu i\u015fte bir farkl\u0131l\u0131k var, \u00f6zg\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc var, ayk\u0131r\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 var olu\u015funda gizli. Her a\u015fk gibi bu a\u015fkta da yine bir belirsizlik, kendini tan\u0131mlama aray\u0131\u015f\u0131, anlam tela\u015f\u0131 ile birlikte, bir tan\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131k, cevab\u0131n\u0131 hep aratan bir gizem, gizemin \u00e7ekicili\u011fi araya giren bu koca zamanla sadece b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. Her \u015feyiyle bir maddi y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar d\u00fcnyas\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fen bu ya\u015fam alan\u0131nda g\u00fczellikler, farkl\u0131l\u0131klar, umutlar bu \u00f6zlemin kuca\u011f\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti \u00fczerinden. O zaman do\u011fan \u00e7ocuklar \u015fimdi sokak ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 tuttular. \u00d6zlem dolu, \u00f6fkeli ve iddial\u0131lar. Ya\u015fam Ya \u00d6zg\u00fcr Olacak Ya Olmayacak! Var olu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n mayas\u0131na kar\u0131ld\u0131 bu b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6zlem. \u00d6zlemeyi ve hep onunla olma arzusunu ya\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 haline getirdiler. Bunun i\u00e7in, yani Onun i\u00e7in zehir yudumlarken, zulm\u00fcn tavan yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc zorlu\u011fun her g\u00fcn biraz daha cehennem azab\u0131na \u00e7evrildi\u011fi d\u00fcnyada ya\u015fam\u0131 zindan bilirken bile g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi, m\u00fccadele ettikleri i\u00e7in mutlu olmay\u0131 en b\u00fcy\u00fck erdem haline getirdiler. O zindandayken, sevgili zalimin elindeyken ya\u015fam\u0131n \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olabilir miydi ki? Ya\u015famay\u0131 bile kendilerine haram bildiler. Ya\u015fam ya \u00f6zg\u00fcr olacak ya olmayacakt\u0131. 15 \u015eubat komplosunun and\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda olan ve kimsenin, hi\u00e7 bir \u015feyin hafifletemedi\u011fi ger\u00e7eklik bu ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa verilecek bir yan\u0131t olacakt\u0131. Bunun i\u00e7in y\u00fczlercesi kendisini yakt\u0131, binlercesi yak\u0131lan bu ate\u015fin k\u00fcllerinden do\u011fdular. Ve zalim uyand\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131ndan bir gece, tanr\u0131m dedi bu ne zor bilmece, \u00f6ld\u00fck\u00e7e \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131yor adamlar ve ben t\u00fckenmekteyim \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fck\u00e7e. Anlaml\u0131 Ya\u015fam\u0131n G\u00fcc\u00fc. Komplocu g\u00fc\u00e7lerin masa ba\u015flar\u0131nda yapt\u0131klar\u0131 so\u011fuk ve kirli hesaplar\u0131n i\u00e7inde yer almayan en \u00f6nemli y\u00f6n \u00d6nder APO\u2019nun K\u00fcrt halk\u0131n\u0131n ve bunu da a\u015fan bir ger\u00e7eklik olarak insanl\u0131k tarihi boyunca kendisini var eden \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck e\u011filiminin hem birikimi yani toplam\u0131 hem de onun yeni bir anlam g\u00fcc\u00fc olmas\u0131nda gizliydi. Dayat\u0131lan yoklu\u011fa, hi\u00e7li\u011fe, bask\u0131 ve s\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcye, ezilmi\u015fli\u011fe ve k\u00f6lele\u015fmeye kar\u015f\u0131 anlam. K\u00fcrt halk\u0131 \u00d6nder APO ile kavu\u015ftu\u011fu anlam d\u00fczeyini asla terk edemezdi, etmeyecekti. Do\u011fru, g\u00fczel, iyi ya\u015fam\u0131n nas\u0131l olaca\u011f\u0131na Onunla bir cevap bulunmu\u015ftu ve u\u011fruna \u00f6l\u00fcnecek bir ya\u015fam tercihi kesinle\u015fmi\u015fti. Komplocu g\u00fc\u00e7ler bu ya\u015fam\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc ve tutkusu kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kahrolmaktan kurtulamad\u0131lar. Bu anlam g\u00fcc\u00fc \u015fimdi bedenle\u015fiyor, demokratik ulus perspektifi ile yap\u0131 haline d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. K\u00fcrt halk\u0131, kendisine modern s\u00f6m\u00fcrgecilik ko\u015fullar\u0131nda yok olu\u015fu, imhay\u0131, kendinden vazge\u00e7i\u015fi dayatan komplocu g\u00fc\u00e7leri sadece m\u00fccadeleleriyle bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131karmakla kalm\u0131yorlar, sistemsel olarak kopu\u015fu ya\u015f\u0131yorlar. Demokratik Kom\u00fcnal ya\u015fam\u0131 in\u015fa ediyorlar. Son S\u00f6z; Kal\u0131c\u0131 Bar\u0131\u015f \u0130\u00e7in \u00d6nder APO\u2019nun \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Kad\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturan \u00d6nderli\u011fine bak\u0131yor, ne oldu\u011funu anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Gecenin ilerleyen vakitlerinde Yunan istihbarat\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f olan Ayfer Kaya\u2019ya kafas\u0131n\u0131 ona \u00e7evirmeden sordu. \u201cg\u00fcveniyor musun adamlar\u0131na?\u201d. \u201cg\u00fcveniyorum ba\u015fkan\u0131m\u201d dedi. Ayfer. Dedi ama dedi\u011finin ne kadar a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131 belli de\u011fildi. \u00d6nder APO \u201cg\u00f6rece\u011fiz bakal\u0131m\u201d diye cevaplad\u0131. Kad\u0131n, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapamayacak olman\u0131n \u00e7aresizli\u011fi ve \u00d6nder APO\u2019ya duydu\u011fu g\u00fcven ile bak\u0131yordu. Daha yak\u0131n zamanda \u00d6nder APO\u2019nun anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 r\u00fcya akl\u0131na geliyordu. Demi\u015fti ki \u201cbeni iki duvar\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorlar, duvar \u00fczerime geliyor\u201d ve eklemi\u015fti o g\u00fczel g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyle \u201cama ben i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorum\u201d diye. Ortado\u011fu\u2019da ge\u00e7en f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 yirmi y\u0131l\u0131 ve ortaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 geli\u015fmeleri \u00f6zetledikten sonra ortaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 yolda\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ya\u015fatacak ve ayakta tutacak g\u00fc\u00e7 oldu\u011funu, yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadroya g\u00fcvendi\u011fini belirtecekti. Avrupa\u2019ya yeni bir mevzi i\u00e7in daha \u00e7ok da K\u00fcrt sorununun siyasal yollardan \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ekleyecek ama bir \u015fey daha vurgulayacakt\u0131. \u201cBu i\u015f Ankara\u2019da biter\u201d \u015eimdi Ankara yani devletin merkezi \u00d6nder APO\u2019nun merkezinde oldu\u011fu bir s\u00fcreci y\u00fcr\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor ve bar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7in silahl\u0131 m\u00fccadelenin son bulmas\u0131n\u0131 istiyor. Bu kadar aldatmaca ve komplodan sonra K\u00fcrtlerin, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck g\u00fc\u00e7lerinin kendisine inand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek istiyor, b\u00f6yle bir d\u00fc\u015fe kendisini yat\u0131r\u0131yor. Ama anlam\u0131yor ya da anlamak istemiyor ki K\u00fcrtler, uluslararas\u0131 komplonun ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 hazmetmemi\u015flerdir. Bunun tek yolu \u00d6nder APO\u2019nun \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcd\u00fcr. Aksi takdirde d\u00fcn nas\u0131l \u00e7ok zorlu bir m\u00fccadele g\u00f6ze al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fsa yar\u0131n da bunun yolu ve se\u00e7enekleri \u00e7oktur. Kal\u0131c\u0131 bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n ger\u00e7ek\u00e7i tek yolu \u00d6nder APO\u2019nun \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcd\u00fcr. K\u00fcrt halk\u0131 bu ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeden asla durmayacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n \n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Helin \u00dcM\u0130T Ey T\u00fcrkiye, sana d\u00f6nece\u011fim ve sen beni d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ferek g\u00f6receksin \u00d6nder APO Fiziki Ayr\u0131l\u0131klar Da Zor! Bir g\u00fcn \u2018gidiyorsun\u2019 dedi. \u2018ne yapacaks\u0131n bundan sonra, nas\u0131l y\u00fcr\u00fcyeceksin\u2019. Kad\u0131n \u2018hep sizinle\u2019 dedi. \u2018ayr\u0131l\u0131klarda da sizinle ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m \u0131\u015f\u0131k olacak, umut olacak\u2019 \u2018tutunaca\u011f\u0131m, \u00f6\u011frendiklerimi b\u00fcy\u00fcterek sizinle ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131m\u2019. Sustu. Uzaklara bakt\u0131. \u00d6nder APO \u2018ama fiziki ayr\u0131l\u0131klar da zor de\u011fil […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":660,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-659","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kadin"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/659","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=659"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/659\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":661,"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/659\/revisions\/661"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/660"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=659"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=659"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/tirki.komunar.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=659"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}